things to ask prof

no idea how to decide on the lengths
(journals seems to just arbitrarily decide)

How do i know what force to put in???
what motor to use? or even the power source? the voltage?
spring length and k?
how to knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

do i need to design wings?

do i need to conduct tests on the performance?
-produce graphs on the lifting force provided?
some previous fyps and journals do that

I just made an A-line skirt and i realise

i'm realy not good at sewing
most of the stuff that i've made kinda sucks
they're full of mistakes! and kinda fits so so only
which is bad coz i'm making it for myslef
so by right, it should fit perfectly

its liek the only hting that i can really say i love is my vest
which was the 2nd gamrent i've ever made
and the otehr stuff fr them on are ok

my pants was a nightmare..........
just trying to get it to look ok was urgh

and my mum is constantly surprised at the amount of time i spend on doing one part
i'm amazed at it too myself
coz i have to redo and redo and redo

maybe i'm really not cut out for making my own clothes
at leasdt i can say if i ever tear anything, or need to fix bought clothes, i should do ok :)

great song

JAck's paw pad came off yesterday.

I totally freaked coz at first i thought he had muscle strain or something.
I've been running him pretty regularly.

And i think its because of the tar road. and the skin sort of blistered off?

Poor JAcky, he walks with a limp now and its so sad to watch him.

yet... last night when a bunch of students ran up the road past our house he had no problem running to the back gate .
and of ocurse after that, slowly limp his way back to the back door lol

Puppies

I'm sad,
I'm gonna have to give up laila, the female puppy
the one that looks exactly like jack!!!
and being a puppy, she's so fluffy
like beyond fluffy
gosh
i can't b ear to give her up

but i'm stuck here, and nobody at home has time to take care of puppies
garghh

and the other 3 puppies!
the black one is as beyond furry as the white one
and the other short haired black and brown one absolutely adore me
they actually bother to come and find my feet to sleep and play with
how adorable is that
how can one not fall in love with something that loves you

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this sucks

aches

ystr was my 1st aikido session after about 3 months?

i'm stiff all over.
even my butt hurts when i sit.

I should be used to these aches i suppose.
the whole cycle of rest, then bam, pain, then rest again has been around since yr 1.

but its good. i can know say i'm finally exercising properly

i sooo cannot wait to work off all the excess fat i have fr the hols

MRT mishap

So i was gettin gback fr dinner wiht kiat in clementi
and i took the mrt back to pioneer
i was reading abook to pass the time
and i missed my stop!!!!
shittttttttttttttttts

and the bad thing was since it was 11.45, there were no more trains going in the opposite direction anymore.
gosh i was panicking coz joo koon is the industrial area and i've never been there b4

panicked, i asked the mrt control station if there were any buses to pioneer and luckily there was one
the guy gave me somewhat ogod directions to the bustop near the mrt and i waited there.
the bad thing was it was so empty!
at that time of the night, being an industrial area, there's practically no one around
i'm just glad sg is quite safe and nothing hapened.

in fact, there was this guy on the mrt ho saw me cursing when i missed my stop and actually stoped by the bustop where i was waiting and told me there was another bus to pioneer mrt.
he didn't know that the bus i was waiting for also went there, but it was very nice of him to seek me out and try to give me advice.
at first i thought he was gonna try something funny coz i was alone
but he was just being nice.

So i caught the bus, and the uncle was nice, told me to get off when i reached the stadium opp the pioneer mrt. (coz i told him where i wanna go)
i think he found it a bit strange strange that a lone girl would be taking buses fr joo koon area

kinda reminds me of the time i took the night bus from town after going to the club with gladys and robson
and the bus driver told me where to get off too
and that time i had no idea where to get off, so that was truly truly helpful

anyway caught the last 179 which was a total blessing
and now i am back in teh safety of hall 4!